A few things I wish I knew...

I wonder what color your eyes would be.
I wonder about how many bibs we'd have to go through each day.
I wonder what your cries would sound like.
I wonder how it would make your mommy and me feel to see you sleeping with your sister.
I wonder when your heart stopped beating.
I wonder if there is something that could have been done differently.
I wonder why it was you.
I wonder about all the lives you have changed.
I wonder how I can honor your legacy.
I wonder how it will be that day when my class of sixth graders comes in and you would be their age.
I wonder why Izzie can see and play with you, but we can't.
I wonder if Charlie would steal your toys.
I wonder how much fun bath time would be for my two girls.
I wonder if Izzie would crawl around with you from room to room.
I wonder if you would have her mannerisms.
I wonder what your giggle would sound like.
I wonder if you would enjoy tickles and wrestling with Izzie and me.
I wonder what foods you would like.
I wonder what I am supposed to learn from all this.
I wonder how I can use your legacy to make the world a better place.
I wonder what you'd feel like sleeping on my chest.
I wonder if this hurt will ever lessen.
I wonder if I will ever be able to concentrate again.
I wonder when I will be able to believe how lucky you are to not have to experience hurt and pain.
I wonder when I will not want to trade everything I have for just a few more minutes holding you.
I wonder if we'll ever find out why you died.
I wonder if you hear me when I cry out for you.
I wonder what it will be like when I do get to hold you again.
I wonder if I would have the same relationship with God if you hadn't died.
I wonder how much fun Christmas would have been with you opening presents.
I wonder what your first day of school would be like.
I wonder how beautiful you would look on your wedding day.
I wonder about the day you would choose to become saved.
I wonder what you'd be like today...